She can take it easy and still make big bucks."It was time for me to get to work so we had to leave, but I never stopped thinking about what James sai.... Driving to the motel I knew I had to say something. "Ronnie, do you really want to leave mom alone when it's so close for the baby?" I was hoping that would at least make him think about it if nothing else. I was hoping he'd change his mind and we wouldn't go at all. He drove in silence until we got to the motel."It's only for a couple of days. "Fuck. You're working with Sarah already, aren'tyou? She didn't tell me."Scott's arms contracted and his eye darted about. "She doesn't knowit's me. I'm anonymous with her." How many sessions?" Clearly, enough to pay for my logoed eyes." You pimped yourself out? That's kind a sexy." Leslie nodded. "Justbe careful. And now, I need you to wear this." She reached into arolling suitcase that had contained Scott's current change of clothes.Once again, Leslie had taken his trousers and. At a minimum, I want to wait for a second date. Will you do that for ME, please?”“And then you’ll wait for a third, and a fourth, and a fifth...”“I’m not saying ‘no’, I’m saying let’s take it one step at a time.”“Is there some other problem?”There was, but I really didn’t want to get into the whole situation with Tasha until I had a chance to talk to Clarissa and Milena and get some advice. My problem was, I wanted to have my cake, and to eat it, too, and that simply wasn’t possible. I HAD to. I never should have done this. It's too soonfor this kind of surprise. I turn to walk back, and run right into his chest. "Hello Lauri", he says quietly, "Did you think I did not knowyou were here? I sensed your presence, that is why I decided to walk." Iam breathless standing there. My heart is pounding like a hummingbird caughtin my chest. What is he going to do? No one even knows I'm here. If feel stupidand irresponsible. Finally I take a deep breath and look into his eyes. I amamazed to see.