After a week I had to return to the k**s and home, but came to visit every night for as long as I could, and spent the weekends with him. After a mont... of this, I still visited, but had to keep up a strong front for the k**s at home. They missed their dad as much as I missed my husband.Matt's best friend Jim was also a huge help. He came around to help with the k**'s events and homework. On the nights that our parents couldn't help, he stayed with them while I went to visit Matt.I now recognize. So many cues I gave him, theblonde pig tails, the 'yes daddy' crop top, all for you Daddy, all foryou...."Do you want more, princess?" he said softly."Yes, Daddy please please Daddy may I?" I whispered back, seeminglyunable to talk in a full voice I was so full of sissy lust for him"Get that belt."It was on the floor next to me, but out of frame; I picked it up"Tie your hands behind you and show me."I did, putting my wrists in the belt and pulling it as tight as I could.I lifted my wrists. "Daddy I feel sick for not being able to be close with you like this." The sweet man really did not want to hurt my feelings or confuse me. "I tell you what. Get out of bed and take your clothes with you to your room. Put them on or put some other clothes on and come back and we will talk about this." Well I slunk out of bed. When I reached to gather my clothes, I wanted him to look at me standing naked. I wanted him to see my ass, my puss, and little nipples all stiff and pointed. . I used to stuff my teddy bear between the legs, hard into my crotch and squeeze him with my thighs, until I got that overwhelming feeling, that we call in later life, an orgasm.At a family gathering for a cousin's wedding, I saw an uncle, as I had many, sitting in the dark at the back of the hall. I made my way there, in a roundabout way, and approached him from the side, and low down, I was a girl, young and impressionable, shy and awkward, and under the cover of the darkness, I saw he was.