They had just retired and his Dad worried what Johnson Construction might be with Joe at the helm. He had hoped it could flourish under his son and Jo... could eventually turn it over to the employees after Joe had taken his retirement out of it. He was doing that, but accelerated it by about 20 years, by his father's schedule.Selena knew that he bringing his parents into the subject of money and spending meant she had crossed that invisible line. She just couldn't get used to never ever worrying. She was stunned but soon recovered and smiled at me. She asked then why you stopped after first kid. She doesn’t want to have more kids, so no more kid – I replied. And how about sex – she asked. Not that much, but still we enjoy thoroughly whenever we had sex – I said.Unknowingly our conversation shifted to sex, I saw that she was enjoying it. She asked me what all thing I do in sex. I told her how I used to suck my wife nipples, lick her clitoris and pussy, and lick her buttock and ass. She. "Well," shedemanded again, attempting to stand up.Sneering Sidney snapped, "None of your fuckin business." Then hepurposely ignored her and hurried to Casey's bedroom, locking the doorbehind himself. Once he was alone, Sidney sat down on Casey's' bed,looking around at all the rock star posters and morbid pictures on thewall. He hadn't been in Casey's bedroom in months, though it hadn'tchanged much at all. A few new pictures and things, but nothing toodrastic."God I feel like shit," Sidney. In short I accepted who I wanted to be. I am a lesbian. Nicole was not my first crush on another girl. I've had many since I became aware of my sexuality. Mostly they were teachers who made my heart race whenever they touched me even in the most innocent way. My head swam. Although the concept of sex between two women was still alien to me I still had fantasies of us in bed together naked. The discovery of masturbation was a milestone in my life and physcalized my fantasies. As I lay in bed.