.you're not gonna reach it the first time you have sex..you need to explore your body and your mind..get to know yourself physically and mentally.and ...ven when you had many sometimes you're still gonna fail to reach them sometimes.for me it all starts with buying new batteries for my vibrator,i always want to feel safe to have plenty new so that im not going run out of power when i need it the most.the moment my feet cross my home door i usually immediately start act more feminine,it's not. "I thought about what you said out there. You were right. I know you are not shallow or that self-centered. I'm just so scared about this whole thing and I was going on emotion and not thinking. I want to make this right between us again. I'm so sorry I said what I did and I need to know everything is going to be okay between us."She looked so pleadingly at him that he couldn't stay mad at her. After he had come in the house, he had thought about it and figured out that it was just her fear. ” And with these thoughts she left her room and went outside. The city was quieter at this time but by far not asl**p yet. Public transport was still in full operation as she crossed the road to stroll through the little park near her building. She sat down on a park bench overlooking the street and checked the few people that were passing by. It was a warm autumn evening so she didn’t notice that she wasn’t wearing too many clothes for this season. She hadn’t seen him coming, in hindsight she. No communication at all until Noon on Saturday.“Hi Babe”, Gracie texted.“WTF”, I responded.“Are you angry with me”?, Gracie asked.I hesitated and responded “No”.“I am glad to hear. I love you”, was all Gracie wrote.My mind was wandering to the point where I could’t really focus on anything.I did not hear a fucking thing. I texted and called....nothing.On Sunday, she walked through the front door.“Before you get angry with me, I have a special surprise for you”, Gracie said.I sighed and kissed.