I realised that I don't think she will ever be able to get over what she did that night. I'm pretty convinced that she has not got the faintest idea w...y she really did it. I made a mental note that sometime I would have to get her to see a councillor. You never know where guilt like that can lead.I lifted her hand and put the rings back on. She looked up at me, smiled and then went to remove the wedding ring, but I stopped her."Leave it on until after the children have been here. They might not. "No you haven't seen her? Not since yesterday when she was playing with Bobby... ok please keep a look out for her..."Alan hangs up the telephone and he can see the sunken look in Elena's eyes, as tears begin to fall again, as she asks... "Alan, where is my Baby?" She cries for her daughter, hoping not to lose another child (See" Be Courageous and Be Brave")"Where could she go? Alan, please tell me?" she begs of her husband for an answer for which he cannot give, their Daughter is missing and. She is moaning still. I fall out after shrinking. She rolls onto her back and I lay beside her. I lift up and move to kiss her. She throws her arms around me and kisses me for a very long time. We are so happy this is the first time we could make love without interference from a third person and enjoy and savor the company of each other. I look in her eyes and say, “Thank You. That was the best love making I have ever had. You were wonderful and marvelous. I can’t wait to do it again.” She. S., as that being of the devil is like a roaring lion with his demons seeking to steal, kill, & destroy, & other than that, or with all things considered, & whereas I myself would just like to say that I don't pledge allegiance, or loyalty to somebody, or something else unless they themselves being of individual persons, &/or collective bodies of people/s were truly an ally of loyalties much rather than instead of possibly being of the enemy for these here end-times, or for that being of an.