” “Why, Cary? You’re in control. All you have to do is tell him to stop. No more conversations about sexual things and no more finger sucking. B...t, I think you like it. In fact, I think you love it. You want him to come on to you.” “Why would I want that, Kevin?” “Because it makes you feel attractive. It makes you feel like a sex goddess. Deep down in your subconscious, I’m betting you were thinking about him getting hard as he sucked on your finger, maybe transferring the sucking to his cock.. He had a big notebook with pictures of the various sail configurations with printed notes on each picture to explain the type of wind conditions you should use the sails in. When Kathy relieved us, Steve sent me to check the rigging once again. I stayed up a little while, talking with Kathy before going below to get some more sleep.When I went into my cabin, I assumed the form in my bed was Serene and snuggled down to sleep some more, but Barbara said to me, "Are you going to see me in your bed. Having started off at just about the same age as Colleen, Linda faced many if not more of the difficulties in advancing her career. She explained to the younger woman that she had to decide early on just what was going to be important to her and then go for it.Of course, she also added with a grin, it wasn’t like she ignored that old adage about all work and no play. While marriage and kids weren’t a goal, there had been lovers, including two whom she had lived with at different points in her. He's dead. I'm a nurse. I know these things."By now the EMS had arrived. Two paramedics were unloading a gurney and wheeling it up the walkway to the door."Whose gun? Who's the shooter?" the officer asked."Chuck's gun. Bert ... Albert was at the door, Chuck opened it..." Chuck?" Charles LeBert. I'm his wife. This is our house. Bert was my ex. Started problems. We got a restraining order against him."The second officer squeezed past us into the house and kept his pistol at the ready as he went.