Wecontinued to push and rub for a few minutes until we were both totallydrained.I finished panting and looked Kev in the eyes. Even though we had just...ad sex together, we hadn't been intimate, not really (or so I thought),therefore perhaps I wasn't gay. I should get up, get washed andapologize. But looking into Kev's eyes I couldn't help myself, I movedforward and kissed him, softly, on the lips. Kev seemed to have beenwaiting for me and opened his lips, put his tongue in my mouth andkissed me. He then picked me up and fucked me with my body clinging to his. I moaned with enjoyment. I was in love with this cock filling my ass. He even started jerking me off as he fucked my hole. As his cock got ready to cum and his moans came more rapidly, he threw me on the couch and told me to get on my knees. He then shot his cum out all over me. I tried to get what I could in my mouth so I could taste his sweetness, but the cum just kept on, well, cumming. I could feel it sliding down my body and. Years later I met her on a perfect day in July… I met her again and I get the opportunity to tell her that she is smart, perfect and beautiful like she always was but it is no longer true.’ Despite the effort the whole thing sounds silly to me and I get this drowning feeling. The pain in her eyes as I say this burns to my heart. I realise that I am inflicting pain on her by telling her this for my own unjustified reciprocal reasons. Or maybe I want to know if she really cares. ‘I…’she starts. . an hour then, dress easy, jeans ... tee shirt, this won't be the dress-suit crowd we'll be scoping out tonight like we did last night," she reminded me.I was ready in forty-five minutes and headed over to her place. In addition to a small overnight bag, she informed me she was also bringing her "toy" bag as she called it in the event we were lucky enough to include at least one other woman tonight. We soon after headed out arriving at the inexpensive, but well known hotel a short time later..