"Why?" she whispered. "You didn't have to do that." Steve shrugged wearily."Because I was tired of hurting all the time, Barbara. Because you wouldn't...let me be. I couldn't get away and let any healing start. You kept the pain front and center in my mind all the time." If it's any consolation, I'm not sure I feel that way anymore. I wish I hadn't had sex with Kim... I'm ashamed of having done it. But when the opportunity happened, I was so damned depressed I couldn't see a way out."Steve sat up. Anu bits her lips, looking at me as I remain sleeping soundly, and there is even a small stream of salvia drooling from the corner of my mouth. Then Anu began to stroke my cock with her hands, she strokes me slowly, and carefully, her face and body flushed at the lewd behavior she is committing right now. Her mind is telling her that she should move away, and keep her thought and body chaste, but her body screamed to be fucked, raped and used hard by my incredible cock. Anu swallowed again and. . I wanted to see on hidden cam if she would watch these and how would she react. She had two nights to play and afternoons when our "k_ _d" would be at another friends house Friday and Saturday afternoon. We would return LATE Saturday night.Well, on the wedding anniversary trip with the wife I had no idea what, if anything good was being recorded on my hidden cams. But, I was hopeful. Thinking of the possibilities my old lady became very sore, from the extreme amount of pussy eating,. I knew how wrong that was at that moment. We both got dressed and I had to get out of there. I drove home crying. I had to wash off the filth I felt. I can tell you right now it isn't possible to wash away cheating. Once you have done it, it is there forever.I called my friend Beth. I had to tell someone how I felt. Beth was my best friend and I know she would always keep it a secret if I asked her to. She wasn't there so I left her a message to call me. I was in the shower trying to wash away.