“I don’t want you to do anything that you might regret in the morning.”“Kevin, please lay down beside me and hold me close. I just want to fee... you near me,” I told him. I had not been with a man since my divorce and I just wanted to feel him near me, holding me.Kevin got in bed as I rolled over and he snuggled up behind me and put his arm around me. He asked me if this was what I wanted, and I told him it was. I reached down with my hand and took his hand in mine. I told him thank you for a. He’d obviously been looking forward to our little soiree as much as I had and he sounded genuinely let down but added that he understood and should I feel able to reschedule to early next morning and his “early morning wood,” - he would be able to accommodate. I had a firm discussion with myself and decided to reschedule our meeting and we swapped texts to confirm. I WAS going to go and it was going to be early; had to be early because of his morning flight home. So I set my alarm for 5am and. ‘Damn-it!’ She screamed in utter anger. She spit again, farther out and listen attentively. Her head move slowly in the dark so that her ears had the front row seat to whatever sound may reflect. There was no sound. Her finger wrapped tightly around the strange sticky substance and twine. She became more curious of what was holding her. It resembled … ‘A spider web?’ Lynn panicked. ‘Help! Help, somebody please.’ She became frantic and shook to get free. The more she moved the more this stuff. “You were so deathly serious when informing me of this opportunity and my mandatory prsence. ““Fortified myself with a couple glasses of wine, and just kept sitting there, looking at the clock. I was so agitated, and I felt so dark,” she said. “I kept thinking, ‘why are you so gloomy, isn’t this what you want?’ But I felt like I was waiting for a sentence to be handed down.”“And then came the epiphany?” he said.“No, not then. That really didn’t happen until much later. But I realized that.