I press, ‘I want you. Now’ against his lips. He moves me, pulls off the cotton whites I have on and I pull his pants off one leg at a time. He le...ns back, strong hands wrapped around my waist and starts to lower me onto him. This can’t be happening. Should I stop should I should I should I…I feel the tip part the folds of over wet flesh. I tell myself there is no going back. I tighten and slowly let him enter me. I feel impaled, I feel obfuscated, I feel remedied I feel violated I feel. Some entries were very short and others were quite long. One of the entries, dated October 14th, 1986, caught my eye. Sitting down on the bed, I began to read. Here is what it said:10/14/86 - Wrap partyTonight I attended the wrap party for the fourth season of "Cheers". Having recently brought Shelley Long on board at the firm, I was there to show my support for her and to also plug her to some of the studio heads that were there, maybe land her a movie role. With "Cheers" being a huge success,. That’s about the only place you’ll find them,” she laughed. “Good luck.”“I think I’ve already got some,” I mumbled.“Mr. Timmins, can I see you for a moment?” Mr. Conradi asked as his class ended.I strode to the front and stood as he rose.“I think I’ve got a suggestion for a project. Have you ever considered a joint venture? One where two or more people form a group and attack a project as a collective?” he asked.“No ... I’ve done a couple of small science things a few years ago, but nothing. I was trying hard not to, but my feelings were taking control of me. I was almost waiting for night to come and to be online again.But before that I went to a nearby computer shop and bought a webcam. I was all set for the night.I went to our bedroom early by 9 pm. Jyoti was keeping all the dinner utensils back to the kitchen as Nikhil was seeing a program on the TV.I logged on but knew Nikhil wouldn't be online as he was watching TV. I could hear Jyoti talking to Nikhil and laughing about.