”I breathe deeply and enjoy the physical intimacy of the body slide for a few minutes. “You can turn over now if you like.” While I flip, Taba...ha takes off her bikini pants. She pours oil on my chest and rubs it in with her hands. She climbs across me in a transverse position – hands on the left side of my chest and knees on my right. Her lovely ass and thigh are close by and I look at them with awe. “What are the rules for this? Can I touch you?”“Sure.”I run my right hand over her firm. ” They just shook their heads.“We need to be with you,” Beca said. “It’s where we belong. We’ll go to the airport and meet Emily with you.”“She can come?”“They allow bereavement leave in the case of parent or sibling death,” Rachel said. “It’s not much but she’ll be here for the ... memorial.”Memorial. She’ll be here for the funeral. Then she’ll have to go back to fucking Kansas by herself. I thought maybe I should drop out for the rest of the term and go with her so she wasn’t alone. I’m sure. With flutters and fear, I sat at his table, wondering what kind of excuse I might offer. He welcomed me with a large smile and asked, "Are you still enjoying the drama club, Destiny?"Does the pope still conduct mass? I nodded, still unable to speak. My heart rate returned to near normal. I felt like I was sticking up a convenience store since I didn't do this kind of raid on other girls' property often. For the first time since I had known him, I felt anxiety talking to him. Before, it was. Nita gave her a big smile and said, "that is wonderful Rachel. It's nice to know you have so many friends now and they'll all be watching out for you."Rachel said, "yeah it's a bit overwhelming but I love it. It is so different from before when I had to avoid everyone. Now it is a whole new life and I no longer dread going to school."Abby said, "after that article was in the paper I think the kids figured it out it was her and really felt true empathy for her. You would be shocked at how nice.