After waiting for a bit, he relaxes again. Alex exhales heavily, now that he feels like he is in the clear again. A strange noise can be heard from up...there, possibly coming from Alex.Mom looks up once again. 'What is that young man up to? I'll check up on him,' she thinks to herself.She puts her phone away, and quietly makes her way up the ladder. As she quietly opens the hatch door and looks around, Alex is laying down on the pillows that are on the wooden floors. His eyes are closed. It's. Maybe I feel I don't deserve the life I've had, the good luck, the money ... maybe I feel guilty for what happened with me and Sarah the first time, and I need to be punished for fucking up her life ... but to be honest, I had the same tendencies even before we were lovers, I just hadn't learned how to express them. I'm just one of those strange people who enjoy sexual pain, and ... humiliation ... and excess ... as a kind of antidote. Like a chemical balance in my life. And once I tried it -. At the party my husbnad made a fool of himself and got rather drunk ,he then tried it on with a few of the women there and upset me .This black guy darly saw what was happening and got talking to me and at the end of the night gave me a kiss as we were leaving ,my husband too drunk to notice.I didnt think anything of it until a week later when Daryl phoned me out of the blue (he got my nember from one of the others at the party)I was i must admit flattered and as I was already upset with my. .. I shouldn't be thinking about my son sexually.But yet I slowly pulled my feet in and let my knees open lewdly as she slipped a second finger into me and began to pump them deeply in and out of me."Ooooh, God that feels good…" escaped my lips.After a few more thrusts and her palm grinding against my mound, she took her hand away and stood up.Still laying there with my legs open wide and my breathing intensified, I watched her lay some towels down on the concrete by the pool. She came over and.