. main soch raha tha kuch aage karu ya nahi meri himmat kam nahi kar rahi thi, mujhe pata tha agar didi ko pata chal gaya to meri aisi taisi ho jayegi...mai didi se bahut darta tha…lekin vasna mujh par is tarah havi thi ki mere man me apni didi ke sarir ke alawa kuch aur nahi aa raha tha.. fir maine himmat karke apna haat dheere deeri didi ki jangho ki taraf badhaya.. didi ka gown didi ki jangjo tak utha hua tha maine bahut aaram se dhire dhire didi ke gown ke andar haath dal diya. meri HEART. ."Can we take our signs?" the woman demanded, now speaking loudly, but nolonger shouting."Well, they might be a distraction to other worshippers," Helen said."But you are welcome to leave them in our entranceway, and pick them upwhen you leave." Look," Rachael said, waving at John and Paul who were approaching thechurch. "These are the men who were ejected from the church two weeksago. Please ask them about the pastor. I was with him when he apologizedto them in person yesterday, and I. I have to walk confidentlyout of the room and towards the exit." He paused."I have to be a woman," he said again softly trying to build up hisconfidence."You look like a woman, you sound like a woman, now act like a woman,"he continued to say.He only paused for a second at the doorway and then confidently walkedout of his hospital room.A feeling of relief came over him as he exited the room that had beenhis prison for the past few days. That feeling quickly vanished as hismind went blank as to. I opened my window, too, and picked up my shotgun just in case any of the hogs ran to my side of the truck.As soon as I was ready, Jo started shooting. I can’t quite say why it was, but this bunch of hogs scattered by the time she had fired her third shot. She had killed two and badly wounded one, but not so much that it couldn’t run. Suddenly, I had three hogs on my side of the truck. I went after the two unwounded hogs and managed to knock them down with only one shot for each, so I had time.