.just a little bit. A few minutes ago she cuddled up against me, and since then I've had a nice view over her shoulder and down the front of her shirt...I was drunk and horny so I let my hand wander around her waist, and then upwards until I had one of her breasts cupped. I could feel her nipple begin to stiffen under my hand, and figured I'd help her along by giving it a little pinch. Anna inhaled sharply...enough that our buddy Scott, sitting on the other side of Anna, had caught what was going. "Anyway, one morning I woke up and just knew Frank was gone. I don't know how to explain it otherwise, but I don't have to. Not to you. That's why we're talking now." Right. Go on." I was panicked. I felt he must have died somehow. I shot off a deliberately casual e-mail, and agonized over the hours until he finally replied." You could have just called him?" Christy offered helpfully."And how often have you called Dan recently — or ever?" Ouch. Point made." My point is, even after I got his. At the pool her and John were flirting like crazy and kept touching each other under the water. When they went to the bathroom they made out a bit and John took her tits out of her bikini and started sucking on her nipples but I guess it was too sketchy to do anything else there. Then once we got back and Phil and I went to the store, she told me that she started to bend down to get out utensils to get ready to BBQ and John said he couldn't stop staring and her ass as she bent down. This led to. .. You're worth celebrating." He'd always say the sweetest things. That’s why I was falling for him so hard. "But babe we've never been out together in public... I mean it draws enough attention that you're White and I'm Black... and the age difference" I said drifting off not meaning to kill the vibe...but I felt like it needed to be said. His brown eyes shot up at me. "Erica, I don't care what's socially acceptable and what isn't. I love you, and that's all that matters. If people want to.