Maybe it was best to let the tribe die out with us. I didn’t kill anything that day. I’m not even sure I tried. Mostly I walked around the woods t...inking. I had come to a conclusion. I wasn’t going to stay with the tribe. When I got back I was going to pack my belongings and spend the rest of my life wondering the mountains. I imagined I wouldn’t be the only one that would choose that path. I expected everyone to still be in a sour mode, and to be honest, I expected half, if not all, to have. . content. I wiped my mouth and unhooked Jim from the post. I left the leash on though. I dragged him out of the room and towards my bedroom"I have someone you need to meet."Michelle was understandably confused at the sight of a naked man on a leash being held by her lover. I went through the story, pausing to alleviate her concerns when I got to the rape. Jim stood still, even when I went through the most recent events of his day. By the end, Michelle was eager to try him out. I'd like to. ” I told her with a chuckle.“Oh, trust me, I’m a bit older than that. And don’t ask me how old I am, it’s rude asking that of a senior citizen like me.” She replied with a giggle.Laughing with her, I spoke. “When you talk about my path, it sounds like you know more about me than you’re letting on.”The smile she gave me was glowing. “You’ve experienced great loss in your life, Meredith. But I promise you ... The love you’ve lost; it will be replaced. But it will be with a different kind of love.. She then surprised me, "Hey, want to take some molly?" We had been given some as a fun little party gift, along with some Viagra. We had taken it a few times before just to have some fun and it led to some wild nights. I was a little surprised, but it sounded fun and it was our wedding night after all! We took two points each and still had quite a bit left, but this amount was plenty for us. I thought what the hell and popped the little blue pill as well. Taking molly sometimes made it hard to.