” She blushed hard again and closed her eyes, “I saw my mom and dad doing it once, but when I asked, my mom says it's something I have to learn fo... myself.” Clarice fidgeted on the bench and looked down at her shoes.Richard took a deep breath and thought for a moment, “Well, I'm sorry about that. Do you feel that it's OK?” She straightened up and looked hard into Richard's eyes, “I think it got me excited and I get tingly when I think about it.” He took another deep breath. It had been a long. ” “What’s got into you?” “They’re the rules, Kendra.” “Okay. I’m sorry. I’m going.” As soon as her door was closed, Elaine started pacing back and forth across her room, one hand on her thumping heart. THAT’S what I don’t like about vanilla. ‘Seduction’ is SO hit and miss. No one knows anything! It’s like ‘complete luck’ that anyone ever finds a person who is right for them! There’s no communication! There’s no control! Angrily Elaine slipped on some. “Whap!” Delia shook her hand to take the sting out and watched the red mark on Leila’s left cheek. She was so annoyed with Leila’s expression, her creased brow and worried stare, her constant fawning, submissiveness. “I’ll get the money!” Leila promised. “No, no you won’t because you HAD the money and you blew it, What were you doing?” Delia had still not gotten the whole story and Leila was holding back. Delia knew the woman had done something stupid, but what? She slapped her again, “Tell. I said um Janie I’m topless and she said oh uh yea, I laughed but stopped quickly. I was so confused by her actions and I said are you mad at me? She said for what? I said for being gay, for not telling you, for worrying you would judge me and never speak to me like you did our friend Alexa!! She said that was so many years ago and I was raised where being gay was wrong, I said me too!! Janie said what I did to Alexa was wrong but these past 7 years I’ve grown up and lived in this fucked up.