She didn't think she was that bad a person but when she thoughtabout what she had done to Peter she felt terrible. What was shethinking? How could she...have done that? She told Monica to watch the store and close up if she wasn'tback in time. Monica had taken good care of the store when she wenton a two day buying trip last spring. She headed home. When she arrived she was shocked to see him watching a game showon television. She saw he was smiling and seemed to be in a goodmood. She was. This was happening all too fast for me to comprehend now.In and out his fingers were moving, when he stopped, and grabbed my ankles, pulling me further down the bed, more towards him. I couldn't move, I was too scared, so I let him do it. I let him get on his elbows to support himself, and I allowed him to shove his studded tongue deep into my fanny. The sensation had me shaking, but I hated him doing this to me. I felt tears fall down my cheeks, and this feeling was too much to bear. He was. We can always stand some fresh meat."I was thinking, "Ah, Trivial Pursuit. The game my sister refuses to play with me any more." But I said, "I haven't played that in YEARS."The check came and I tossed a gold card at it over protests from Jenny and Laci. "No, I was going to pay for Kim anyway. It's no big deal." You're setting women's lib back a decade..." Laci said."'Women' has nothing to do with it. You ever see a bunch of guys eat together? Fistfights erupt over who GETS to pay. But if I've. I kissed each tear track, and Lisa and I headed back to the car, and drove home in silence.“I’m really going to miss her,” Lisa said when we got home. “And Tracy will be gone in a day or two, as well.”“We still have Fiona,” I said. “And who knows what Alexa might choose to do.”“Fee and I have been speaking with her, and I think she wants to do something with you, and maybe us as well, but she’s very unsure of how she will react,” Lisa said. “I don’t think she will actually pluck up the courage.