Ab mujhe thoda doubt hone laga.Main: to phir kya?Mami waha se chali gayi.Raat ko jab me bedroom me mami ke kapde utar ne laga, tab bhi woh dusre khaya... me thi.Main: kya hua?Mami: batati hoo, maine ek blue film dekhi thi, usme 4 bande mil ke ek mild ko chodate hai.Main: varsha mami, ye kya bol rahi hai tu?Mami: haa, mujhe tere woh dono dost kafi achche lage. Maine pehle bhi unhe tere sath dekha hai.Main: ye khayal tum apne dil se nikal do.Mami: haa, to phir tum bhi mujhe chodne ke khayal an. It won't take long sir you'll see." Triance told him with a wide smile. ‘Why do I feel that she is making fun of me,’ John thought. I swear everything is a paradox here! "We will leave you to practice sir. We will be back in a few days to assist you. Triance will make sure you eat in the mean time." Torran said as he and Triance left the building. ___________________________________________________________________ For the next 10 days John practiced noticing his thought. ”“Believe me, no one has the personnel for this amount of inquiries! We called in extra personal just to answer the phones, and we’re barely making a dent. Hell, the damn President of the United States wants a private briefing, and the American Medical association is fuming, threatening lawsuits if we don’t retract the story immediately. This isn’t going away anytime soon, and we’re going to have to hire those temps for a longer stay. While the interview won’t pay for the added expenses,. I love being me, I love being a woman, I love these silly clothes, I love being pretty, I love my life. But it's all a lie. How do I even know that anything I feel is real? Is anything I am even real? Are my thoughts even mine? I'm just a marionette and that spell has been pulling my strings. And you know what the worst part is?" "What?" "I can't have children. I want to have his babies so badly, but I can't. No matter how much we try I never get pregnant. Is that the stupid spell too? It's.