...........................Chapter 1Matthews has finished changing for the evening. She is wearing a heavy night shirt but it still does not kill the ...amp cold feeling running through her since she left the dinner table It is chilly and windy outside.Matthews brushes her brown hair, til its soft and shiny. The glow of the candle on her pale skin makes it appear to be glowing. Mathews steps back and look at herself. She is tired but still awake. The sound of the wind sends another chill up her. I've quit and I'm not coming back."He blinked at me a few times and muttered, "Well, I wanted to hear the words from your own mouth. Still friends?" Forever!" I assured him, and I promised that I would get back in touch after a few months or so. He didn't ask for my new address or phone number, I think he could tell that I wouldn't even give it to him, or worse ... would lie to him.After over half a year on the road, I would have thought that I'd be glad to be home, to stay, but I was soon. Day by day addiction of handjob changed into blowjow, cum swallow, rimming and finally anal. Girls of our friend circle or group also participated with us. This was happens in my house or sometime in classroom too.But now we did this in another place bcoz of my cousins.One day of lockdown, my cousin bro Ronit came to me asked cigs to me, he knew that I had lot of cigs in my stocks. But I denied to give him single one. Ronit said to me that he 'll do anything if I gave him a cig.His offer made. Meri ankhen abhi tak band thi, Sanju ke ek hath ki ungliya bade pyar se meri zulfe mere kaan ke piche kar rha tha.Hum dono bahot kareeb aa gye the, jis mujhe uski sanso ki awaj aa rhi thi. Mere dil ki dhadkan bahot tez ho gyi thi. Maine apni ankhen kholi aur fir mere sath ho gya. Jo maine kabhi socha bhi nhi tha, meri life ki pehli kiss, mujhe maaf karna isko main apko words me nhi bta skati.Hum dono ka pehle kiss karib 3 minute tak chala. Main uske honth chus rhi thi, aur Sanju mere honth chus.