" So it really is your fault that everyone here is a mer," Joy said,giving Phoebe a look that bordered on awe."No one is complaining," Pat said, givin... her sister-wife a watery hug."We are all very happy to be mers." Is that really true," Joy said wistfully. "So why would you want tostop being one? Are you sure that you can perform sallekhana ifcaptured?" Joy asked, referring to the Hindu practice of meditativesuicide."Yes," Galina said softly. "We are 99% sure that a conscious effort byus. Men were only interested in one thing. They treated you like crap and she had enough. Mary noticed that what Wendy was describing about men, was exactly the same thing she felt. The two women continued to talk and Mary finally admitted that she was “curious” about being with another woman. The next night, Mary logged on and signed on to that same lesbian chat room. She waited for her friend Wendy to arrive. An IM came on the screen asking if she was horny. Mary had heard this line used by the. If the latter, then I bet I'm out of here inside a week. Matt too!I just wish they'd feed us more! And this morning, we were forced to use the bathroom with our classmates. They all act weird, like they are embarrassed to let us see their bodies. They're guys, for crying out loud, just like us. They aren't shy amongst themselves, just when Matt and I are around.At least we're not wearing dresses yet, even if we are wearing these faggy charm bracelets. We have to keep our journal key on. My heart was racing even faster. I needed this so badly; my entire body needed this. As we kissed, you slid one hand down my chest, over my breast pinching my nipple before moving in between my legs. Your hand caressing my inner thighs and then my lips. Spreading my legs slightly, your finger slid inside me deep making me moan in your mouth and kiss you harder.Your mouth moved to my neck, your other hand tugging my hair.“I need to taste you.”You got down on your knees, your finger still deep.