“Ash, I'm sorry...” he whispered surprised by himself.“I can't do this, Armand. I won't do it,” she said.“Do what?” he asked as if he stil... couldn't believe he did that.“This!” she yelled.“But, I'm in love with you and I want to be with you!” he said. “I can't help but feel like we have something special between us. What are you so afraid of?” He raised his voice more than he'd like.“You're ruining our friendship,” she said still crying.“I don't want to,” he told her.“Alright, say we started to. . And it's been such a joy to interact with young children again! I love Sarah so dearly now, your children too. If you'd ever let Lynnea or Thomas sleep over at our hut, my whole family would be thrilled." Thomas is a bit young for overnight visits, he's still nursing, but Lynnea would love that! And Sarah's like a big sister to her. Maybe they can come over together... I'll ask Ura..." Wow, two young girls... We'd be thrilled... You don't know what Earth is like now, no young children at. I’ll be fine. Don’t worry.”“Grim, I’m not worried, not really, but something’s wrong.”I wasn’t going to get back to work until she finished, so I put a piece of scrap paper into the book I was reading and set it aside. “What’s wrong?”“Grim, you’re getting short with the kids. You chewed on Seamus and yelled at Riley. She’s in her room crying now.”“Kelly, they kept interrupting me. I can’t work with them on me every five minutes,” I protested. “I have to study and...”“Stop it, Grim. They’re. .. Stare at Trixy in the buff.THE BELL SOUNDSI'm hot and cold all at once. My heart is racing. They're so many sensations. Having a hundred guys admire my body. The thrill of a good wrestling match. The sexual tension in the room, broken only by the laughter. I go to my corner and see Lloch move to join Trixy in hers."Tommy! Get over here" he's laughing so hard I'm not sure he can walk. "Hand me that towel" I towel off my face getting Jell-O out of my eyes. Tommy is staring at my breasts..