The click of the bolt, the sound to your ears a deafening roar in the silence sends shivers through your body and a thrill in sensitive areas as you p...use on the threshold. Your skin crawls with anticipation, warmth radiating from you, you feel a little wetness, your nipples are so hard you feel every little motion. A moment passes your breath catches in your throat as you push the door gently. The door opens silently, you peer into the dark threshold knowing there is no turning back now. You. I still love her and wish her well but have to deal with my life like it is ... and it isn’t great right now.”We opened another beer and he went on. I was the smartest man he knew and he could trust me so he wanted to share some secrets and get some guidance. I nodded my acceptance and let him talk. He was having some serious wife problems. They had been married more than ten years with three kids all now in school. With little to do, Wife had gotten a part time morning job but was obviously. "The house gets ten percent," Mona informed me."And judging by the lack of enthusiasm, I'd say three hundred in tipsmakes you tonight's winner. But you need to learn to not rush so much atthe end," Franky said. He counted out five hundred in cash. "Here you go.Here's your winnings. I'd like to add you to my list of dancers."I blushed, as I found myself pulled back out on stage. "Tonight's winnerDawn," he paused."Just Dawn."He bowed. "Just Dawn." Then looked to where I was looking at. I need both of you..."She interrupted, "Yes, well it always is about you, isn't it? Foronce in your life can't you see that it is not all about you?What about what I need? I'm hurting too. This affects me too." Claire..." I tried to interject before being cut off again."Answer me one question," she said heatedly, "Hypothetically say,if all you have done over these last months was a contributingfactor to what happened to Mum, would you have done it anydifferently? If you could go back and not do.