.." "Just shut up. Just shut the fuck up. Don't make this harder for me." "Make what harder?" Man, I was really woozy. "I have to kill you, you big, s...upid human!" With a jump that covered an impossible distance, she landed on me and drove me back into the couch cushions. This time when her mouth went to my neck there was nothing sexual about it. It hurt like hell when she bite down and then all the pain vanished in a wash of euphoria. I was twice her body weight yet I couldn't break the hold. It didn’t help me get over it. Maybe now … with what’s happened … maybe now,’ I trailed off. ‘I hope so, Colin. I truly hope so. I’m so sorry, I didn’t know the real story. I didn’t think they would lie to me. I’m sorry,’ she repeated mournfully. I put my head back on the chair and took a pull on the beer. Maybe this is what I needed. At least Elise was sorry … and I felt she meant it. ‘Where are you staying, Colin?’ she asked after a long silence. ‘Don’t know. I’ll find a hotel.’ ‘No … please. Your face seemed the same, but there was something new in your eyes and my heart beat faster as approached.Wearing tight Levi's and a translucent white crop-top you looked amazing. Despite the 1970’s trend of going bra-less, you wore a half-cut bra tantalisingly visible through the sheer material.Sexuality stirred the air like the blades of a fan. With three on three, the hormones went in overdrive and we entered into a contest of teenage teasing talking in ways that felt unfamiliar as if each. I spent the next few days running like an idiot in the morning, searching for her through the park and on the third day, just as I had been ready to give up, I saw her again. I have no idea what came over me but I just had to talk to her again. Brittney had become an obsession… a deep-rooted need that I could not resist.We spoke and went for coffee once again, and during that time I found myself dreading the rest of the day that I would have to spend away from her. My friends and co-workers at.