I give up after a short while, and decide to look at some porn instead. in my history it shows the video of the crossdresser video i watched last nigh.... BOOM it hits me...i could dress up like a girl! but not how most boys do; hairy, still having a beard or stubble, exaggerated boobs, and whatnot. i could dress as a girl and be believable. dress as a famous person or something. so that it looks like i AM a girl dressing as another girl. my excitement is overwhelming. very intense butterflies. But she didn’t stop, she kept on moving, she was having an orgasm almost every 30 seconds. She would tighten on my dick like vice grips, totally soft awesome feeling vice grips, and stop moving long enough to catch her breath before carrying on. By the 3rd time, I had to cum, I mean, there is no man alive that can withstand this kind of pleasure and not cum a second time in less than 10 minutes from the first time. I can’t see properly, but are they kissing? It looks like they’re making out on. I promise I’m done, and I will never cheat on you again. I'll always be open. I can’t lose you.”Derek could tell that she was torn and genuinely sorry for what she did. He remembered what Roger said to him earlier, and he knew that he wanted to give their relationship another chance. They both put so much into it, that it was hard to throw it all away. He didn't realize that she had so many trust issues, and he understood why she was afraid to express herself during sex."It will take time for. "I'm not really sure," he admitted. "I enjoyed every minute of it, even the scary bits. Copying Dad? There was a bit of that. The lure of more money? There was that too. At the time I could have signed on again though you had told me of your unhappiness and I felt very strongly that I had to be here for you; not playing goodies and baddies, as you call it, in Afghanistan or somewhere."Samantha looked at him in wonder. "You did it for me?" she asked incredulously.Henry nodded. "You were always.