I went upstairs and started getting ready, the nerves had started kicking in, I was pacing up and down trying to calm myself down, which I couldn’t ...nderstand why as at the same time I was so horny and excited thinking of the idea. An hour went by and I quickly polished off a beer and decided to head out. I drove for about an hour and now was really looking forward to it. As I approached the house from the directions I had, it felt strange It looked like a totally normal house, well a part from. " How overdue?" How old are you?" Twenty Four." Twenty four years. Can you come in on Wednesday? 1030?"Seems like Hazel's mirror didn't get everything nailed.I didn't enjoy it.16. The Loneliness of the Perfectly Biologically Female, TransgenderedWoman.Hazel doesn't seem to mind me calling her, Mum. You wouldn't believehow good it feels to have a Mum after all this time. I phone her everyweek or so, messaging and emails fill the spaces between calls. Havingmet both Jasmine and Debbie they don't. Does it feel good Mary, do you like what being with a man feels like?” said god’s voice, or was it her fathers voice, she’s never been sure. She remembers answering back feeling so ashamed. “Yes lord it feels good, but please make it stop this is wrong...He’s my father!”Her father pulls out, then forces her to lay on her back. Being too weak to fight him, she lets him spread her legs, then he enters her once more. He whispers in her ear. “Wrap your legs around me Mary.” By this time, she’s not. " I didn't attach any significance to the remark at the time.As we turned to leave, we almost bumped into David as he came down the stairs. "Ah, Abigail, are you OK to model for us next week? You did really well today. I've heard a few complimentary remarks."Her reaction surprised me. She looked blankly at him and then stammered, "Er... um... I don't know whether I'll be able to. I... I... just don't know."She moved towards the door and I followed. David called after us, "Let me know tomorrow..