Most of the time my mother would work until the wee hours of the morning like 3 or 4 am which meant the babysitters would either sl**p over or fall as...**p until my mother came home then she would drive them home.. I had several babysitters growing up and I pretty much did this to all of them when the chance presented itself.. Late at night my younger siblings would be fast asl**p upstairs in their room and I’d stay up late with the babysitter watching tv.. Without fail they would fall asl**p. I felt angry and impotent and I wanted to kill somebody, so I rang Pilar.'Hola, cariño, I was just about to call, ' she said. 'Where are you?''At my flat. Are you still at your mum's?' My voice gave me away.'I'm at home, ' she said. 'What's happened? No, don't say anything, I'll get a cab.' She arrived ten minutes later; when I opened the door I felt stupid for having called her so I turned and went back down, leaving her to follow.'Alex, what's wrong?''I've found Monica, ' I said, and felt. My boyfriend was staying over anyway, as he did most nights, so I suggested his friend crash over too. We were gonna put him up on the couch but as my parents were due to get up for work and he had the day off like I did we told him to crash in my bedroom on the floor.After a couple more drinks, we decided it was time to turn in, so I went to the bathroom to get changed into my nightie. When I came up the boys were just getting ready. Both of them stripped down to their underwear. I have to. Then I grinned at him. I tried not to make feel bad, but he was feeling bad anyway. So I gave him a kiss as well. “Well I'll let you go now,” I said. “OK truth or dare?” Jeff asked. “Truth, ask me literally anything you want,” I replied. “OK then. Well I never actually saw you have sex before me. Were you a virgin before me?” Jeff asked. I was a little surprised by the question. Did he really not know the answer? “No, I wasn't a virgin. I had sex with a couple different guys before you. Damn.