…….J(akob) did at least listen to Sigi’s news of E(manuel) and P(hilipp) in England and all his stories of them but I am sure Sigi quickly becam... aware of the coldness and lack of interest his father expresses in the doings of his eldest sons. Certainly when Sigi now talks of England in his father’s presence he no longer mentions them, yet he does so at length when talking to me. He has made me aware, too, of the warmth and interest in me that they both displayed yet makes no mention to either. Najane mujhe kya hogya maine use hug krdi. Usne b oppose nahi kia . Aur kam se kam 20 minute tak aise h ek dusre ko gale lgaye khde rhe. Mano hum ek nayi duniya mai agye ho.Jab uske ghar se uski maa ka phone aya to hume hosh ayi. Hum ek dusre se juda huye aur ek dusre ko sorry bola. Aur vo maa se baat krne lagi k haan hum aa rhe hai gharpe . Aur vo mujhe jaldi gharpe jane k lie bolne lagi. Maine jaldi se change kia. Aur raincoat pehan lia. Aur use ghar shordne chla gya. Uske baad bas usne ek. He was about twenty-one and annoyingly over-bearing. He came to the front door and wanted a date with Renee. Alice explained that Renee didn’t date people she didn’t know, and that she was out of town on business, in any case. Annoying man #1 left, and another took his place an hour later with similar results.Alice called the local security company, and two hours later there was an armed guard dressed like a Ninja warrior and armed with a semi-automatic weapon slung across his back and a. Things were different between us after that day. We still talked, but it was evident that we weren't as close as before. More often than not, I made the call, not Josh, and we'd go days without talking.Josh didn't tell me for quite a while that he'd broken up with his high school sweetheart the same day I told him that we shouldn't be lovers anymore, so I'd mistakenly believed he had her shoulder to cry on, so to speak. When he finally told me what happened, I realized how much I'd hurt him. I.