This was reinforced when the dress was suddenlyunavailable.I secretly borrowed clothes from my sister for the next 14-16 years, thesewere worn as ofte... as possible, often under my regular boy clothes. I knewI should not feel bad about my desire to be a girl, this wasn't a choiceor something I had asked for, it was just the way I was. I challenged mymum with this info, as in, it can't just be me - I was somehow aware thatthis sort of thing might be genetic!At around age 15, I had developed a. . elsewhere.'Subliminal desire training' she called it -- it's supposed todevelop my feminine self even more intensively. The mantra helpsme tap into it. Maybe I should have said it a few more timesbefore I walked in here? It would have helped a lot, I bet." What would have helped, Mandy?" Saying 'I feel pretty!'" Yes. I'm sure. So when Anna talks to you about being a girl,that helps you feel like one? She puts you into a trance to getyou accustomed to certain girly things?" I suppose so.. The Gnat's defense was its manoeuverability not having shields or armour to speak of; it was to be manned in EVA suit. The HAC's point defense weapons was its attack but they had great difficulty acquiring and holding the miniscule target; the Gnat massed five tonnes and any hit totally destroyed her. The Gnat primary twin laser was effective against HACs but would not be called destructive as survivability of the HAC behind its shields was good. The Gnat carried twelve very efficient hunting. I think this is the start of something special.”Ron shook his hand and left wondering if the Wilsons had more in mind.**Ron's live-in partner, Dotty, didn't believe him when he told her that the Wilsons were exhibitionists and had sex in front of him. He didn’t tell her the whole story making it sound like he walked in on them by accident.“Jeez, Ron, that’s kind of kinky but knowing you, you probably really got off on that.”“I must admit, Dot, it was strange but beautiful in a way.”“How’s.