.face fucking her an pulling her hair forcing her down on my dick i could tell she was a slut cuz she took it all without saying a word so i complimen... her an say shes a good fat slut while having her suck my balls an rub my cock on her face...i take the dick away an tell her to get up an i give that big ass a hard smack an push her on the bed on her stomach an without me saying another word she immediately gets in doggy position i admire the view an stick 2 fingers in her pussy an fuck her. He’s watching my ‘deer in headlights’ expression and interrupts my thoughts. “Tell me you don’t want this and I’ll stop.” And I do almost tell him to fuck off. I know what doing this... again... would mean. I would be the worst kind of person. But it wouldn’t be the truth. Facing it now, I know I want more. Of him. Because I know last night was just a taste. “Tell me you don’t want me and I’ll leave you alone," he says with more authority, waiting for an answer. But deep down I know he knows. This is then sub space. You will still feel the crop land, you are aware on some level that there was pain, but the d**g that your brain produces doesn’t let you process it properly. So basically, when more pain stimulation is introduced, the brain produces more of the chemicals, and the effect just amplifies.Entering sub space is when you go from the tense and fighting to hold the position you are in, to a feeling where everything seems to melt. It is similar to the way you feel after a really. "Out skiing" I replied."Skiing? You in here in pain and suffering and she is out skiing? That's not a good friend, She's no friend of mine doing that!" she exclaimed."No really, it's OK, I kind of ruined her weekend by getting hurt. I insisted she go out and have fun." I said."Well, I don't care. Look at you. I big strong man left alone. She should be here taking care of you. Do you need anything hun?" she asked."No I'm all set." I replied."There must be something I can do to make you feel.