He also had the supportof Sara and her mother.Sam was able to be who he really was in side, even when he was verylittle. But things were still hard.He...and his mom were kicked out of church. There were problems at one ofthe schools he went to about him living as a boy."You think I'm going to go through the same things?" Nicole asked herfriend."I dunno, maybe," Sara said. "I don't know how they'll react at FranklinMiddle if you show up as a girl."That was still a long way off. But Nicole wondered. How you felt so small and weak. Powerless. You’ve told me that story so many times. The secret story you’ve only told me. How humiliated you felt after. How you blamed yourself. You still do don’t you?”She nodded meekly, eyes closed, grunting softly. His fingers were experts, sliding along her folds, teasing her. Her panties were already soaked, she could smell herself in the air. Desire and shame all mixing together as he talked to her.“It was probably your fault, but that’s ok. You responded. "I don't know, perhaps a Dominatrix to come in and give us some pointers?" asked Sherri with a knowing smile.Lisa rolled her eyes and hugged her friend "Girl you let me know if you ever feel sanity coming on."They spent the afternoon as they would once or twice a week, closing the office early, and going shopping, on Roberts credit card. Sherri would always buy something, occasionally for her friend, and smile saying "I can't wait to pay this off."The next year, Sherri got pregnant, and gave. ..with me, with his parents, and with my dad, couldn't be understated. We had been in the jacuzzi for so long, the timer expired on the lights, dimming down to complete darkness. The little LED light on the wall panel wasn't even bright enough to create our own shadows. "Gimme a break," CJ said, getting up to fix the lights."Leave them off, Babydoll," I giggled. "Come here. Feeeeel your way," I flirted.I heard and felt water swishing and dripping as CJ searched for me in the dark. I giggled.