” she coaxed. “Stay focused.”Yeah, I’m sure not focusing on punches was a greater sin than a clear lack of sportsmanship, but Nicole seemed to...get away with everything, so maybe it was high time I stopped comparing myself to her.The rest of class went pretty uneventfully. After it ended and we bowed out of the dojo, Nicole and I changed in the washrooms and made our way to her car, almost wordlessly.“You know what would be funny?” she asked.“What?”“If you and I fucked in one of the washrooms.”. I sank two more before I missed. Mark sank one ball and then scratched. I sank two more and then all I had to do was call the eight ball and the game was over, but I didn't want to win. I had no interest in any of their wives - I wanted to watch them with mine. I looked at Mark and then deliberately shot the cue ball into the corner pocket even though the eight ball was at the other end of the table. Mark looked at me as understanding dawned on him and then he smiled and said, "Come on guys,. " PO in the sickbay is a mate of mine and he says I'm to look after youand the way you went into the noggin after that bloke was impressive." It wasn't really, I just wanted a cold shower and I swam over to him tosee if he had any sea soap."He laughed. "You just remember, anything you want, tip me the wink."As he left Will came into the saloon all bright eyed and cleanly shavenwhich woke me up, I hadn't shaved again, it must be showing by now.Nervously I ran my hand over my face but there was. Without much thought, I went into a stall, lifted up my dress, and pulleddown my panties with my tights. I sat down and started to pee, but inthat moment it was both the most awkward and natural action. Relaxing mymuscles to relieve myself, I could vaguely feel my penis poking downwardsinto the bowl, but I also felt like it shouldn't be there. There was astrange, numb feeling in it like a limb going to sleep, and part of mewished it would just go away. Aside from that, it was the most aware.