Terry stood on a real stage as he sangand played in front of a sell-out crowd. He was a god, well sort of.Maybe, last night he was a goddess.Regardles..., for three hours last night, he was a star. Everything he didwas cheered. Last night, he was noticed. He was admired. He was special.He wanted to scream out to all those people 'Look at me! Hey, I'm thatskinny, geeky kid that no one ever notices!' For the first time in hislife, Terry felt important.The bad part was he would never be able to. "Violet!" I said. "You have to promise you won't tellanyone. The only other person who knows is my mother." I promise," she said seriously. "I wouldn't do that to you. Not unlessyou did something terrible to me. I love you, Lisa." And I love you," I said. "Does your mother know about me?" I'm certain she doesn't," Violet said. "She wouldn't let a boy come upto my room. Zip me up?"We were now both fully dressed as each other. I loved the feel of thebaby blue bridesmaid's dress. It had a built-in. I said, "Well, I suppose we could try it, but we will need a safe word... and you have to promise to respect it." I was still inside her and I had continued to give her long, slow strokes as we talked. The subject excited me - of that there could be no doubt. I was as hard in the sheath of her flesh as I'd been earlier. I leaned down and kissed her, pushing in fast and hard. She growled into my mouth and bucked against me on the next stroke. She bit my lip and I bent to seize a nipple in my. "Yes, we've just had some supplies delivered by train. Joachim has goneto the station to pick them up." Still shy around women, I see." Yes," said Franz, "and it's a shame. He's a good-looking boy and wouldhave no trouble attracting a girlfriend, but he finds it impossible tolook a woman in the face let alone talk to one."When Franz had resumed his usual place behind the counter, I continuedmy sotto voce conversation with Benton while trying to give theimpression I was engrossed in my.