I'm sorry I wasn't there for you," I said."When I came down and looked back, I liked it," he said.I was happy when Darcy came bouncing in. She took th... opportunity to say hi and bye to John and Beth as they left to go home. They told her that she had played well.Monica and Wilma didn't come back and Dani said she had some schoolwork to do. She gave Marshal and Peggy both hugs and kisses. Robin asked if she could head back so she could do her schoolwork as well. I took her into the bedroom and. They say that physical activity is a great stress-reliever, but I think that is an understatement. My time running on the track team was just about the only thing that had been able to stop the constant buzz in my head since the last time I was with Malcolm.The wind in my face, the burning in my thighs, and the ground flying by underneath my feet freed me from the constant questions I had for myself. Was I a slut? Was I a sinner? Did the needs of my body outweigh the needs of my eternal soul?. His cock was stiffening more and more with desire. Moaning lowly, he closed his fingers over the soft, furry cunt mound and he felt a surge of hot blood to his loins."Mmmm, good, Greg, real good," Barbara murmured, closing her eyes with pleasure. The teasingly slow touch of her brother was arousing her even more than if he had attacked her roughly with his hands.Slowly, tauntingly, using both hands, Greg spread the lips of his sister's cunt. With a trembling hand, he eased his stiffened middle. My friend who has walked through this entire mess with me said to me: “I know why God’s ignoring you.”Me:”Why, other than the fact I’m an asshole?”Friend: “You killed God. You’ve spent your entire life searching for wisdom. You’ve studied religion, magick, psychology, all of it. You killed your belief in god long before you ever got sick. When you faced that darkness you knew you were the only one there and that you couldn’t answer your own prayer.”Me: “Wait a minute, You’re saying I’m mad at.