It was the same people as always, gyrating and chatting and drinking. Yui was in the midst of it all, taking everything she could. Usually she stayed ...omewhat sober, but tonight she had never met a drink, drug, or boy that she didn't like. At the moment she was trying to decide if she should raid the medicine cabinet that gleamed enticingly in the bathroom.Because it all seemed so far away, that crazy manic energy of infinite possibility that always used to the accompany these parties, these. That would be so hot.”“You’re telling me. But what if she doesn’t want to go that far? What if she doesn’t even want to take her clothes off?”“I’m not even thinking about that. She’ll go along with it; she’ll just need a little encouragement.”She removes the dildo with a wet pop from each hole, and throws it aside.“I need to get ready. Something cute, but not overly slutty so that she’s not intimidated.”“I’ll leave you to it.”Ten o’clock, the doorbell goes right on time.“I’ll get it.” Sadie. “How’s your van?” I asked.“That girls a tough bitch, she’s fine, few dents” he said talking like it was a person the way most men talked about their cars. He had black all up his arms and on his fingers, same old Lewis.“Ronnie” Lewis said. “Yes?” I asked, unsure what to say. “He’s ours right?” he asked, looking at me his face serious. I wasn’t sure what to say. I had wanted to tell him for so long, but I couldn’t, I didn’t want to raise our son in a mess of a relationship. But there was no. ’ Dawn gave me a wink as she walked out of the room still talking of ending my bad streak. I had to admit, the girl knew what she was doing when it came to clothes and I could definitely stand for some company of someone other than my cat Lila. I locked my front door and waved goodbye to Louise as we passed headed towards Dawn’s Honda. I made a promise to myself right then to put all of this past week’s nonsense out of my head and focus on having a good time. I just hoped that fate would see.