No, Jimmy, most of the time, to be honest, I wouldn't have traded five minutes of those special feelings and of being so alive, not even for ten years...of the rest of the time. It wouldn't have been a fair trade." I thought that maybe you wouldn't Ma, I just needed to make sure. I've been doing a lot of thinking since dad died, thinking about my life, not wanting to live like he lived or like you've lived either. I don't want to look back when I'm old and feel like I've wasted my life. I want to. We started to chat regularly and one day she asked me to meet near indiranagar KFC. I got ready with my best dress and reached there 5 minutes before and was waiting.After that she phoned me and asked about ma dress code and I replied and she said I caught you,there comes a white duster car and a sexy lady was driving,she stopped in front of me and asked me to get in once I entered the car I had no words to describe about this lady and she started to drive to brigade road.on the way she started. I stopped the car and told Amit that this is getting dangerous and we are on the roadside. Amit told me that he wanted to fuck Rittu now. I told Amit that i have better plan that to take Rittu to my office in chitranjan park and fuck her there Amit agreed and then we all drove to my office it was about 12 o clock and all people were sleeping.I opened my basement office and told Amit to go inside while I bring Rittu. Rittu was now fast asleep. I told Rittu to get up and come inside and she got. Herhead was next to his as their breathing slowed. Tom stroked her soft hair gently. ‘Lynda…do you think your ex-husband would be mixed up with arms smugglers?’ She took a deep breath. ‘I don’t know, Tom. I know he was obsessed with making money and if he thought he could get rich at it, I wouldn’t put it past him. But I never suspected that he was involved in anything illegal while we were married. Of course, as I said, I realized I never really knew him at all. I wish I could tell you.