I have extreme difficulty interacting successfully with children my age. They are so ... shallow. Before I arrived here, I also had to continually mon...tor my behavior around adults — especially my own parents."Doctor Boswell met with them in her office after they voiced concerns about the change in my personality. I am not certain that discontinuing the child persona when I talked to them on the phone was the correct thing to do at this juncture. Their questions concerning those conversations. " Huh?" What Laura means" mom said, "is that she could join you in the showerwith all of the other girls and nobody would ever know that she is not agirl." What! You have a, I mean, you could..."I nodded my head yes and went to the mirror. I didn't have any lipstickon now. Jim took it all. Mom didn't explain a thing and I went to myroom to touch up my lipstick. Beth was right on my heels, insisting thatI show her. To jerk her chain a bit, I told her we could play show me.Beth didn't hesitate.. Do you?’ I asked. ‘Yes.’ ‘I’ll see you in an hour.’ —- I drove up, she was waiting and got in the car. Looking at me, she said nothing. I drove to the address and we went inside. ‘You’re still angry, aren’t you?’ she asked. ‘No.’ I say facetiously. ‘I’m ready to spit nails.’ ‘It’s ruined. I suppose it’s over.’ ‘What do you think? What would you do in my shoes?’ ‘Probably the same thing.’ ‘You don’t know what it’s like to become a millionaire overnight. Suddenly I’ve all this money and every. I loved the way you made me feel, i gave myself to you physically and emotionally, and you were soo gentle and patient with me. I felt cherished in your arms and loved to feel your hands all over me, caressing me and making me feel wanted and desired. I wasn’t sure what I was doing but it felt soo good, i had a huge crush on you and still do, so it felt like you were the perfect person to express myself with.Thank you for being the daddy that I needed, I loved being told what to do and how to.