You didn’t think I’d notice?’ ‘Does everyone know?’ ‘Don’t think so. But they’re going to figure it out. You’ve been distracted late...y. You stare at Zev – a lot. Someone is going to put two and two together. My advice? Either just tell everyone, or learn to be a better actor. Otherwise you’re going to get caught with your pants down and it’ll be awkward for everyone.’ ‘It doesn’t bother you?’ ‘Why would it? You know I like him. And you’re a big boy now, you can choose who to be with.’ ‘But…I. ' He thought, 'After all, no one goes after an anthill by trying to kill them one by one. You just put out poison bait and let them do the work.'Then turning his mind to the gangs that were no doubt headed this way he pondered what to do. Again, the answer along with a chuckle came back almost immediately. 'Maybe there is a God. I can't be just pulling this stuff out of thin air, ' Mike's thought train ran, 'The only question is, what should I 'key' the filters to. Can't make it the 'Golden. I even managed to have another encounter in the bathroom a couple of hours later on to take a piss which mom was only too happy to oblige, again going through the same routine as before.Mom made me a another cup of tea and with the time approaching 2 o'clock then went up the shops to get some produce for the evening tea as she'd been unable to go shopping with all the furor surrounding my accident. My balls twitched and ached as I waited there expectantly for my upcoming shower, evening feeling. Tosuddenly, physically be a woman had been very difficult for me. But thiswhole pregnancy has been sort of a second transformation, except now I'mable to absorb it so much more rationally and objectively. The original transformation had left my wife and I feeling so isolated. This pregnancy, this second transformation, I can share with others whounderstand. I guess all that is only making me more accepting - moreaware - of the reality of the woman that I am today.I found myself complaining.