Everyone had told her not to trust me, evenmy friends always joked about me being areckless womaniser while we were together.She would laugh it off an... tell them it was alie. Somehow for the past 6-7 months, I can’tremember talking to any new girl or evenbeen interested in them. I have stoppedlooking at women lustfully, I just went on aregular business with them, at a point, allwomen seemed like men to me. I just wasn’tattracted to anyone of them sexuallyanymore which is quite shocking, as. ‘Happy birthday,’ she said softly, when she realized that I was awake. I was remembering last night, almost like a dream, as wonderful a night as I had ever known. It had been like our first night together, but without the uncertainty and without the fear. I was going to marry this wonderful woman, and I kept wondering: was every morning waking up with Jen going to be like this? I couldn’t help but think of my parents’ marriage, and Jennifer’s parents. My father had taken off when I was just. . still do. I am straight... still consider myself so. I don't find guys attractive at all... nor do I find white cocks attractive... but a black cock is my kryptonite and from my experiences over the past few years I would say it is almost all white guys' kryptonite. Now that you've thought of it, until you suck that first black cock you will always wonder... what if. But I warn you... once you suck a black cock you will be forever addicted. I read the second one twice, intrigued, excited. Believe me, there is no way that this girl was 29 or even 19. After a few minutes, she went running off. I followed her for a short wayand then watched her disappear. The next day, I found her again in approximately the same place. "Would youlike to go with me and get a real meal?" She nodded her head yes. We went a few blocks to a rather nondescript restaurant. I bought her a mealand she ate it ferociously. "What is your name dear?" I asked her. "Misery" she said, quite clearly, without even.