My father said, "Now stop crying, go fix your makeup, go out there andshow everyone how much of a sissy you are. Remember to smile I wanteveryone to t...ink that you are a happy girl, not the smile you do whenyou curtsey either. I want to see those braces, also don't forget tocurtsey when you are introduced to people. You better be the best sissyever, because if you think you don't like how things are now, if youdisappoint me they will be a lot worse." Yes sir," I said."Good girl, now get going,". After all, it would be too much to expectthat God might gift me a womb.But I prayed that just that change might be brought about by a miracle,always in the knowledge that the Lord does not grant miracles often. Itis more likely that He will lay out a path and then give me the strengthto make the changes myself, to the extent that modern science can allow.But there was a sign. I was visited by an older woman in our flock whohad told me that she had decided that fighting old age was vanity. " "Alright, I'm just going to put my clothes on and come over." "You're naked right now?" "Almost, I have some panties on." "Fuck girl, when you gonna stop teasing me and finally let me get a piece?" You want a piece for free but you give me shit about a little gram... Cheap ass beaner... With the damn heads I bring over to help you get rid of your shit I should get some commission... "Is the beast home?" "Yeah... The beast is home... Crystal and Charlez are getting married so Jill (the beast). Wow!" "What?" "Your thing Daddy.... Your penis, it stretched your suit so much Daddy. We could see practically everything! And it looked so big!" "Stephanie!" Daddy stammered loudly, feigning anger even as he pushed it harder against me. "You should have heard what they said Daddy when you left ...about how they'd like to get you alone and take off your suit and feel it in...," I trailed off giggling. "I'm sorry honey, I won't wear it again, I didn't mean to embarrass..." "Its okay.