He knew. He didn’t know the details, but he knew that I stepped out of the marriage. My flying high world collapsed in an instant. He was right to l...ave, to leave me without a word. I was the one that fucked up, the one that disgraced him, that destroyed the marriage. I was the one full of myself. Pride goeth before the fall. ‘I tried to talk with his brothers, but they gave me the cold shoulder and said that they didn’t know where he was at. And don’t bother coming back to ask again. I was at. "Pete was looking at me, wanting me to say something. I had to be honest with him, "Pete, you know I'm getting stretched out buying Bert's place and working on all of the stuff at home. This year's harvest is going to be good and I should have more money then, but I'm going to be a little tight for a while. I'd bet what you should get for this place is lot more than I should commit to." I figured you would be talking like that. Bert said he almost had to whip you to get you to take what he. “Bedrooms upstairs on the right, I’ll be up there in a second,” he whispered in my ear.“Okay,” I agreed and walked upstairs. I could feel his eyes watching me as I went. The only door on the right had a lock on it, and at first I thought it was locked but when I got closers I saw the door was slightly ajar. Stepping in to the room I saw a four poster large bed in the middle of the room with black sheets on. I sat down on the edge of the bed, my heart pounding in my chest. What I was doing,. . why?!" Do you really want to know? Do you? It was because I wanted to see with my own eyes if it was true or not... ever since the time of you birthday when we went swimming there has been something wrong. I saw you and John... but I was too far away swimming... and I never thought you had really done it with him. After that, something felt wrong. You didn't talk to me anymore, you just kept yourself away from me, not wanting me to be around."I felt a burning pain as he reflected on that. I.