" That was a turn off for sure.It would be years until my next experience. I was older now, 30ish I think. I was by now mostly just living out fantasi...s by watching porn. I found that I love to watch beautiful girls sucking cocks and taking cumshots in their mouths and on their faces. In my fantasy time, I will admit that as much as I am attracted to women, I usually pictured myself as the "girl", the one sucking cock more often than I'd picture myself as the guy getting sucked. (I posted one. I'm just savoring the mental pictures I've painted in my head. That's enough time for myself, I think. Reluctantly, I leave my warm bed and pink friend to start my day. On my way out I stop at the front desk downstairs. I put in a request for a new bed, reporting the damaged one. I almost have second thoughts. If Heather doesn't get a new bed, will she be forced to share mine again tonight? With mixed feelings, I leave them with the order. I go to class, not absorbing half of their teachings.. It was up to them to engineer it and have it made. In other words, I gave them theoretical solutions and they decided whether or not to implement them. If they did, and it made them money, it made me money too. Once, a middle management type had tried to game me, saying the fix wasn't worth the expense, and then using my report to do things secretly. I found out about it, of course. My contract gives me access to internal company financial data, and when the division I'd worked on suddenly. “But you know the problem with that is that she LIKES it...”The next morning we hit the road early on one of Mom’s favorite things – a shopping trip to Houston. I protested that I didn’t need anything, got Mom’s reply – “You don’t shop when you NEED things, you shop because you WANT things.”This is going to be a loooong week.I could’ve stood it, you know. Shopping. That got me a couple of Mom-approved ensembles, neither of which was suitable for the cockpit of a Stearman.Made it all the way to.