She had a major stock portfolio, 401k, savingsand checking accounts that totaled out to several hundred thousand. Fora woman in her very early twentie..., she had just turned twenty-one tobe exact; she sure as hell was doing something right.Shutting down the laptop, I put it away in its case, placing it and thefile briefcase near the door. I went upstairs packed a small suitcase,took it and my suit carrier, the briefcase, the makeup case loaded withmoney in it and went downstairs. I picked up the. She had an entire audience cheering when her two young female assistants offered up their bums to be paddled by some university students with long arms and strong fingers. Their sounds of indignation filled the small studio along with the crack of hard palms on soft female flesh.Hyacinth found that she was in a state of extreme frustration watching them get their corrections right in front of her and when one of the husband's shouted out that he wanted to give her "what for" so his wife could. A neighbour left her house as I walked up the path. I wondered if she knew what was going on, if I was just another fast fuck visitor to the pervert next door. I never made eye contact with the neighbour as I pushed down the front door handle. I was nervous as hell, my mouth was dry and my stomach trying to somersault in my stomach. Somehow I kept myself under control and managed to feel more or less composed. The front room was warm, heated by an electric fire that was still turned on. I. Thus nothing she ever said contained a double-meaning, or was capable of having anything sexual read into it. Around my 18th birthday when she was 37 a change seemed to come over her. She began to see the world differently as if her mind was beginning to untwist. "I've lived the best of my life and now there's nothing for me to look forward to," she told me once.In her diary which I read years later she explained: "I am haunted by the vision of myself at age 18, with such hopes and dreams for.