I remember how we used to fall asleep together in our tree house, and because it would be cold, I would press myself against him and he would wrap his...arms around me. Back then, when people saw that, they’d say what a couple of cute little angels. Right now, it would have been frowned upon.I remember when our mom left us home alone, and I got scared and cried, but he made it all better by telling me stories and playing games with me. He always knew how to make me smile. While most siblings. .shut up!!! Iyelled at myself...and told myself to breathe and enjoy it, stopworrying, only joy together with him so far...all the worry is in me,it's not him, it's in me....My long walks were sometimes more confusing than enlightening, but theyalways made me feel better, and calmer eventually, and more willing tojust go.One step in front of another, trisha, down the path of submission to him.Now, I could feel a lightness inside me, a lifting of clouds, ofpessimism, of darkness and weight, as I. .. I'm sorry ... I had a ... sister..." A sister? Mom! Why didn't you tell me? Where is she?"My lip trembled as I tried not to show my sadness. "She's dead." Oh," Kira leaned over and touched my arm. "I'm sorry. I didn't know..." She died when I was sixteen ... I'd ... I'd tried to forget about her ... it hurt ... too much..." Tears were forming in my eyes and I stopped trying to control them. It came back in a rush what had happened, and even as I couldn't describe it to my daughter, the. If he didn't earn hislast three points he wasn't going to get it. Worse though, Jen would justkeep teasing him, keeping him constantly aroused until he either gave inor went to sleep with a bad case of blue balls.She was doing it already. Her fingers played with his erection keepinghim hard while he made up his mind about shopping. It didn't take long atall."Ok," Tom finally said, nodding his head."Ok what?" Ok. I'll go shopping tomorrow."Jen smiled sweetly all the while continuing to play with.