Suddenly Amanda got onto the bed, wearing her largest strap-on dildo. She straddled Meowlissa and jammed it all the way into her pussy in one thrust, ...hen started pounding her with all her might. Meowlissa squealed weakly, but her noises were halted when Amanda wrapped her hands around her neck and squeezed. She grunted out more verbal abuse with each thrust of her hips, Its&hellip, what&hellip, you&hellip, deserve&hellip, you&hellip, skank&hellip, you&hellip, fucking&hellip, robo&hellip,. And ever since Jill and I had picked up the dice after more than twenty years of a conventional marriage, we seemed to have developed the unerring knack of rolling more often and more violently with every passing month. I guess that’s the way things often go for gamblers. Each passing day they avoid the bust convincing them they’re indestructible and always able to beat the house’s odds.But this was truly the end of the road, and I knew it. And I knew the decision I had to take. In truth, I’d. They must have originated the term, "No pain, no gain." Or studied the inquisition in depth.When the psychiatrist asked if she could start me on some medications that would help me deal with my problems, I was too disgusted with myself, and life, to argue, and she had me sign a bunch of papers. That got me a series of shots in my butt.I was now able to look in a mirror. Aside from being gaunt, it seemed my face was, well, softer. And my nose was turned up at the tip. I looked more like a girl. But, thank god the rush was over and it looked like things were going to calm down.Friday night had come around and I was going home at a decent hour. I even had the whole weekend off and I was ready to celebrate. Well, more like unwind than party.I live alone in the city. I was fortunate to get a two bedroom apartment in a rent stabilized building a few years ago. At 24 years old and single, it was a real luxury to have this much room. The rooms are kind of small but, I have my own.