I really don't want tohurt you. I am not like you, I never want to strike at you or humiliateyou. I hope this incident demonstrates how willing I am t... expose myselfto such humiliation and embarrassment just for you. I would never havefound myself in that position if, deep down, I hadn't intended to shareit with you. I want you to visualize this experience perfectly. I wantyou to feel for yourself the powerful emotions it evoked in me. I'm surethat if you had been here, you would have watched. Abhi tak mera unke liye koi galat khyal nahi tha. Fir 10 dino ke bad mai vapas Hyderabad aa gaya or wo vapas Kolkata chali gayi. Iske bad maine apne dost ke sath mil ke kam niptaya. Par ek jagah hume problem hi gayi or problem kuch jyada thi jo humse solve nahi ho pa rahi thi to Archana Ma’am ne mujhe kaha ke tum Kolkata aa jao. Maine apne dost se pucha to usne jane se mana kar dia. Ab koi chara hi nahi tha to mujhe hi jana pada. Mai sham ko Kolkata pahucha. Ma’am ne mujhe lene ke liye gadi. Gaand pe haath jaathe hi main usnhe jor jor se dhabaane lga fislan se itni utejna ho rhi thi mujhe ke main usske dono chutdo ko pakad ker apne aur baar baar zor se khichta,meri iss kireya se mera lund baar baar uski yoni ke operi hisse se ragar khata wo iss baat ka anandh apni aankhe bandh karke le rhi thi.Iske baad maine khud ko uski gaand ke paas bitha ker uska kisi ghodi smaan aasan lga diya,ab uss ke bde bde chutad oper ki taraf uthe huye the,main unke najdeek geya aur apna ek haath uski. His favorite handgun was scattered on his lap on top of the oily rag that he used to clean the nooks and crannies.His last job was a bit of a cock-up but the mistakes were not his to own up to. The novice spotter was so nervous she didn't see the unmistakable look of the undercover police shadowing the target and he walked right into the middle of a glorious trap hot on the trail of the IRA shadow operations on the outskirts of Belfast. By the time he was alerted to the fact he was in the.