But mycaptors seemed to hold all the aces - especially with the same device thatwas now regulating the flow of my urine being able to deliver jolts of...ain if I stepped out of line.So while I would keep an eye out for any opportunity to get away, I mightalso have to cooperate in the meantime - or at least give every impressionof doing so.Still, if there was one silver lining in the gloom, at least we were goingto be fed. I had been worried they might leave us to starve, until thatannouncement. I. I mean, my god, that was so..." Intense!" Mila finished Casey's thought for her."So what happens now?" Shirley asked."That's a good question. Bringing subjects who have gone as deep as these two have gone, and who have had as intense an experience as they've had, out of trance can be a bit delicate. At the depth that they reached they were able to act out some subconscious desires that were buried so deep that they might not have even been aware of them. That can be a lot for their conscious. First is that you willunfortunately loose your ability for speech, and second, it is extremely painful.But all that makes no matter to me.? She jotted something down on her clipboard. Dr. Brooks sat down on Barbara's lap, legs on each side facing her. ?Thisis like a lap dance huh?? She wiggled like a dancer doing a lap dance. ?Oksweetie, I'm going to record your last words for posterity. Remember, thisis the last time you will ever speak so make it good!? Dr. Brooks motionedto the video camera. . it's wrong, isn't it? We're bad people..." No," I replied without thought, "no ... don't ... don't think that, Kira. No, you're not bad, just ... curious." So if we're not bad for doing it ... why is it wrong?" Because I said it's wrong, that's why," I stated, frustrated by my inability to come up with a much better reason. "Because ... you're brother and sister and ... you don't do those things together..." We aren't hurting anyone..." No ... I know..." And ... I like it, Mom ... Dex does.