The passionate exchange that followed was at a new level. A happiness filled her as thoughts strayed from work to her lover most of the day.I forwarde... to her the last chapter of my story that was rewritten to incorporate my desires for her. Based on Sara's reply, I was accurately describing something we both would enjoy a great deal. I found it hard to think of not enjoying anything I would do with Sara. Sara admitted having orgasms while reading my writings, which was a thrill to me. A. Each spoken word tiptoeing through a minefield.And then, finally, the explosion.I can’t do this anymore.We slept beside each other that night, knowing he would leave in the morning. Knowing that the next day was when we would begin to live with the consequences of that one sentence. Two best friends of six years, two people that had joked about baby names and growing old together, two people who had known each other and knew each other best would begin to undo it all.I don’t know if he ever. Jivan me paheli bar aisa anubhav mila tha..usne chudidar pahna hua tha.main bar bar uski gand ko dabata tha aur hotho ko chum raha tha. Ekbar maine apna mooh uske boobs par rakh diya aur upar se choosne laga. Aur ek hath se uska dusra boob daba raha tha. Utneme bus halt ke liye khadi rahi. Ab hum sath me hai aisa hi behave kar rahethe taki kisiko shak na jay. Usne muje kaha main toilet ja ke aati hoo shayad penty gili ho gai hai. Main bhi niche utra. Jaise hi wo wapas aayi main ne kaha, tumara. ..“We doing thing that you only wish you could have done with him. But you got scared when he brought up the subject of marriage as a way solve your two issue with not getting to have sex and what did you do Diana ?...( Jackie lend in close Diana face) You ran and I didn’t !”I myself was in state of shock just listening to Jackie telling off her best friend . I look over at Diana and I could just tell from look Diana face that Jackie words had cut Diana to core. And I kind of felt bad for her I.