She is 12+ years older than me and we had been married then for over 25 years. Like many couples sex when we were first together was spectacular but f...ll away as years went by. Jan had many boyfriends when young which her family always ribbed her about but in those days you didn’t go ‘all the way’. I was very jealous having had no experience of girls before we met. My insecurity diminished over the years and we were a very solid and devoted couple. So why did I have this desire to have another. "Uh, sure," he said slowly."I mean, do you need a lot of time to get ready to do it?" she asked, insinuatingly."Uh, no, I guess not"Sheeeesh!"Okay, then, what time would you like to make it?" Uh, how about an hour?"But will he be able to read the clock? Think about that fabulous bod, Charlene.Then, quickly, she did some mental figuring -- what she would wear, what would she need, if anything, time to get changed and --"How about an hour and a half. Give me a chance to get washed up, all squeaky. I look at myself, while running my hands over my breasts, down my legs, and between the delicate folds of my pussy. I smile. I like my body. I like turning you on. I lick the bottom of the dildo, and stick in to the mirror. I watch myself. I get close to the dildo. I lick its length. Watching in the mirrors, my mouth works over the long blue shaft. I open my mouth and take its length. I have never gotten to view my oral pleasure from this angle. It is hot, and I can see why you like. . " Yes we are!" I said with a lot of emotion. "You're my brother. We're always together, aren't we?" Yeah, but... I mean, what if my mom has to take that job in New Jersey. I'd have to go with her, and then... " Shut up! Shut up shut up!" I said, fighting my tears. "You're not going to move, you hear! I'll die if... You can't leave me. Don't leave me?" I won't," he said with emotion. "I left Teddy, but I won't leave you. I swear to God I won't. We'll always be together, okay?... We'll even.