For him, the erotic feeling stemmed from taking and not giving. My nature had been corrupted and by railing against him, I found my own pleasure. Many...will deem this story sick beyond the most twisted angle, but I am determined that I am not insane, just "dirty" or "tainted" by the world's standards. It was a relief when his rapes ended, but he left a black mark on me that will never fade. I have an insatiable desire for men ten to twenty years my senior, and fighting against the man fucking me. I sat up & he grinned, "nice dream was it" he said, "Sorry I replied" he nodded down at my crotch & I noticed I had a tent mast in my pants, courtesy of going comando in my track suit pants & being overly horny.A little embarrassed, I covered my erection with a travel cusion & looked at the floor."Hi, I'm Peter" the middle aged man muttered offering to shake my hand. He was well dressed in a business suit, a little over weight & greying at the sides. I introduced myself & we chatted for a. I sit down at her office desk and begin open up windows on her computer. She directs me to a folder containing pictures that she wants on the external drive. I open the folder to see the size and there it was; the prettiest pussy I had ever seen. She had thin red hair covering her swollen clit just begging for my cock. As I turned around, in what seemed like embarassment, she just smiled. She walked over to me and began to rub my cock through my shorts. I ran my hand up her leg to the bottom of. She kept telling Ted ‘No!’ but she was too hot to stop him. She became hysterical when he unzipped his pants and pulled out his long, thick cock. She had never seen a cock other than her father’s and it frightened her. She began to beat on his chest and finally Ted gave up. Chrissy and I started dating during our senior year, which earned me some pushing around by Ted and his fellow jocks. Once, in the locker room, I had been walking from the showers when I felt the sting of a leather belt hit.