Stephy wasn’t aggressive and I knew she was letting me pull away if I wanted to. I hesitated and maybe it was my curiosity or maybe I wanted to feel...close to her like she wanted to feel close to me? I don’t know exactly, my brain was confused. I kept telling myself I was “not a lesbian”, but for some reason it was “okay” because she was my friend and I loved her so much. Stephy’s kiss lingered gently and softly and I let her kiss me. I think she had done this before because she knew to let me. The night before last I had a dream. I pondered all day yesterday whether or not it was relevant and worth sharing. Part of me says yes and part of me says no. I even did three separate Rune divinations to try to understand better. Divination can be useful at times. This wasn’t one of them. Go read some Jung if you’re curious about the psych behind it or you you just take your paganism without the sugar coating on it if it suits you.My people have always allowed for things such as dreams while. "Jens?!" "Hell no!" "What are you doing fucking Jens then?" "I wanted to." "I'm not enough?" "I'm going home with the ones I came with, you could ask Jens if you can join."I blinked at him teasingly. He laughed at me, still not a pure happy laughter, even so he was beautiful in his melancholic way. Third time we met was out in the forest as well, he showed me how to shoot, telling me I leaned too much backwards. He taught me how to aim, he was standing close, but in a respectful way.. Now that Marty would be coming home, the happy couple could announce their engagement to the world.Kathy was also recovering from the wounds she suffered during the assassination attempt. The doctors had removed the cast from her right arm two days earlier and were hoping to remove the walker cast from her leg the following week. She couldn't wait!Steve was keeping busy studying the briefing materials before leaving on his trip to Tucson in less than two weeks. He had talked with his Father.